in my dream i really wanted to have a boyfriend and my mom started to make a applications that all i wanted to be my boyfriend need to be my boyfriend, and when the interview began or when i introduced a boy (i dont really like him or i dont have feelings for him in real life) she said she doesnt want him to be my boyfried so after that i go to house of my second crush (which is my ultimate and real crush in real life) just to see if hes inside of the house because i just wanted to see him but his relatives said hes not on that house so hes probably playing basketball outside something like that, so after that i moved on and when im on my way on my house there's a basketball court when a lot of people are there but the road is completely clean just the court are crowded, i saw my crush (my real crush in real life) walking and goes inside of the court but before he completely goes inside we had slowmotion and kdrama feels eye contact and hes eyes are kinda looks sad something that are looks talking to me but i ignored, i keep walking and when im in front of the court i look at the court but hes not there and when im about to walk past he suddenly hold my left wrist using his left had and of course i was shocked and when i faced him i realize that its him and he grabbed me and he still have that eye that are seems like talking, and after he grabbed me he push me against the wall and he started to say "i feel like i started to like you" and was about to kiss me but when i was about to say "huh what do you mean?" he suddenly laughed at me and walked away. and sadly i dont remember what happened next but it keeps bother me because i really really like him in real life and it feed my delusions and i dont knoe what is the meaning of this.
Your dream is rich in symbolism and reflects your emotions, desires, and possibly insecurities regarding relationships, particularly your feelings for your crush. Let's break down the key elements of your dream for a detailed interpretation.
The initial desire for a boyfriend in your dream highlights your need for connection and love. It’s possible that this part of the dream stems from your feelings of loneliness or a longing for companionship. By involving your mother in creating applications for potential boyfriends, it suggests a feeling of relying on others (perhaps family) to help you navigate your romantic life, indicating you may feel uncertain or anxious about how to approach things on your own.
Your mother’s rejection of the boy during the interview may symbolize your own doubts or hesitations. This could reflect your internal struggle over who you think would be suitable for you versus who you truly desire. It might also suggest that you seek approval not just from potential partners but from your family as well, which can amplify your anxieties regarding relationships.
Visiting your second crush’s house indicates a search for affirmation or validation of your feelings. The arrival at the house and the information given by his relatives (that he might be outside playing basketball) illustrates your attempt to get closer to him, suggesting hope and curiosity. It reveals your desire not only to see him but also to understand more about him and his life, reflecting a deep emotional investment.
The basketball court symbolizes a space of play, competition, and social interaction—perhaps it can also represent your feelings of vulnerability. The slow-motion eye contact with your crush indicates a significant moment of connection, where you feel an intense emotional bond. His sad eyes could suggest a mutual understanding of unexpressed feelings or longing, creating a sort of emotional tension.
When your crush grabs your wrist and pushes you against the wall, this could represent a moment of decisive closeness—one filled with excitement yet charged with vulnerability. The phrase “I feel like I started to like you” seems to reflect your internal uncertainties. It’s a sweet confession but also a moment of confusion as you’re unsure of what it means. His laughter before walking away can symbolize a harsh realization, a fear that the ideal scenario in your dream might not translate into reality. This moment may resonate with feelings of doubt, insecurity, or fear of vulnerability in romantic situations.
Your dream serves as a reflection of your romantic aspirations, your fears, and the complexity of interpersonal relationships. It may encourage you to confront these feelings in your waking life, allowing you to better understand your desires and navigate the path toward achieving them. Embrace this insight as an opportunity to explore your feelings further, both for your crush and in regard to your expectations of relationships in general.